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Whee. Finally got the password, system configuration all done. The network even worked almost immediately. I feel all accomplished and stuff :)

I keep doing double-takes at myself. Things that used to worry me now don't; things that used to send me screaming into the night now just make me go "hmm. what can I do about that?" I will still go into slacker mode and start playing games, but I recognize it relatively quickly and can actually get myself to stop. My thoughts are more organized. I can do A to get to B to get to C without losing track of where I am. I don't take everything so personally.

And as a result, my stress levels are way down, I'm eating better, I need less sleep, and have reliable mental shields for the first time in my life. I'm actually starting to get some reasonable level of self-confidence.

It's a bloody frickin' miracle. And all because of one teeny-tiny blue pill.

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drishnak
Oct. 19th, 2001 11:09 pm (UTC)
Yay!
I'm really happy that's working out for you. I kniow it's been a struggle.
leora
Oct. 20th, 2001 02:06 am (UTC)
That's wonderful :)

I thought of other things to say, but then I realized that the above just really sums it all up - That's wonderful :)
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