a point regarding my mood a few days ago (the 'really fucking pissed off' post); when something bad happens, my first instinct is to turn inward into a depressed ball o' hurt and beat up on myself for the next week, even if it's not my fault. This time I managed to make myself get angry instead. By the time the next morning rolled around, I was fine - still worried about the situation, but able to deal with it in a sane and rational fashion. That was really kind of cool, and far healthier for me than the other reaction would have been. It also allows me, now that all the relative misunderstandings have been cleared up, to move on and not keep fretting.
This is somewhat of a new process for me. A good one, it seems. Must remember this.
And now for the 'mayhem' part - hmm. I know I had something in mind for this. wonder what it was.
*turns flamethrower on full blast*
*happily watches the carnage*
That will do for now. :)