Heather Keith Freeman (jnanacandra) wrote,
Heather Keith Freeman
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ugh

well, I have just become a little fucked-up ball of mess.

Last night was Blue Horizon's Equinox ritual, in which we each drew a tarot card as our personal oracle for the next six months. I drew the two of swords... Peace. My initial reaction was "blah, how boring", but then I couldn't stop thinking how nice it would be to have peace for a change. Peace doesn't have to equal boring, but I have so much trouble finding that middle ground.

I haven't been able to do any painting, and hardly any artistic work of any kind, in over two weeks - but all my art supplies are still packed. I know where some of my canvases are, but not my paints or brushes. I *need* to paint. Painting makes it all fade into the background for a little while, and allows me to get my strength back. The strength that I need to get my art studio set back up so I *can* paint....
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