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hmmm

finally tried to kill Diablo last night - failed miserably. The guy is a bitch.

Tara and I went tattoo studio hunting yesterday - found a couple places in Salem, but they're amazingly expensive. I think it's the whole proximity-to-Massachusetts thing; Tara got her first one in Portsmouth for $60, and similar ones were in the Salem stores for $200 or so! They were telling me my design was going to be in the $250-$350 range. I was planning on $100, maybe $150, but more than that and I can't afford to get it right now :( So we might just go back to Portsmouth. Tara liked them a lot, and I've seen a lot of good reviews of them, they're just annoying to get to.

I am starting to ponder the whole introducing-prospective-lover-to-husband-without-creating-awkward-situation problem. Sigh. jc's gotten a million times better since we started being actively poly, thanks to taking it in small steps (the first time it was a threesome with his best friend; then with just his best friend; then a group thing with other friends of ours; then just me and those friends; and each time I came back and screwed him silly afterwards, so he felt better). I have to figure out how far I'm going to bend this time - say he meets prospective-lover and doesn't like him, I'll really want to just say 'oh well, too bad' to him and trust that he will feel better when I haven't abandoned him the next day. Time for a Discussion(tm), in any case.

I can't shake the feeling that it would be so much better if he had a girlfriend, or at least some interest in someone other than me, but that's not going to happen until the depression gets better.

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jnanacandra
Jul. 24th, 2001 08:53 am (UTC)
clarification
"I'll really want to just say 'oh well, too bad' to him and trust that he will feel better when I haven't abandoned him the next day"

This is not meant to imply that I would ignore his feelings - I'd try to find another way around it, but I'm not going to let myself be walked on because he feels insecure. I've done that for way too much of my life.
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