and after every good time, there comes the crash.... dammit, it shouldn't have to happen like this. I don't believe that bad times have to balance out the good ones. I want to have a stretch of more than a day where life is good, period, with nothing worse than the occasional 'hm, I'm bored.'
gah. my brain is completely gone. time to play video games? except the thought of each one bores me before I can even load up the cd.